thanx to my friends!

it's the launching nite
for asylum badge 45
i din prepare anything to wear oh
green accessories, formal cloth, formal shoe

borrowing cloth and shoe from my friends at last minute :p
and find them make up for me
accompany me for hours to search a GReen thing
tHanKs gUys! XD

erm.. got a lot photo taken
but not with me now
wait till i update @ next blog sometime =P

where is de life?

no entertainment
no drama
no friends
no life~

it's been like this since the month of March starts.
and now it's 09 april

11 more days to presentation
my work ...below average T_T

no sense of color
no sense of design
neither hand draw skill or computer...
bELOw average

aihhh...how to improve??

it's 2 late, what will happen on presentation day?
i can't imagine...

hurt

i can't control myself
from hurting others

sometimes i don't mean what i say
sometimes what i say is for their good.
sometimes...is because i don't understand what i want
to stop myself from wondering, i put a sad ending behind.
in the end, everyone suffers.

sorry...to the person who i've hurt.
don't take my words 2 seriously
because...what i say
is not really what i meant.

it turns out i hurt that person so much...
once words are out, u can't take it back
becareful with what u say
especially to the person who care about u.

fruit juice

You're not my cup of tea,

i'm not your cup of coffee neither.
But u might be the best fruit juice i've ever taste.

The taste of cappuccino?
It's so sweet~
i've been curious 4 this taste long time ago
but now... it's not ready yet.
it's too sweet..
till i can't take it.

Wait till i know how to appreciate this taste
one fine day,
reason is...
i still can't smell the real aroma
coming,
from your cup of cappuccino.

The best taste around now?
sTill my all time favorite Fruit Juice.

"thank you."

it's not good enough
u say...
it's not.
u repeat it again, and again....

waste my effort i thought?
nope...
can't u see my sincerity?
i thought.

the appreciation word just won't come out from your mouth..
the word.....

"Thank you."

i understand..
it's hard to say it sometimes..
it's hard for me to say it 2
for the people who've treat me whole heartedly
as long as i know u appreciate my effort =>

how do i know?
i might be blur from outside
but my heart's not blind...i can feel how u feel.
u let me understand u more =)

twist & turn journey

yesterday...30th of january
my father birthday!

it's 5 pm..hav to go kelana find my sister
t63 it's here..without thiNking much, just hop in the bus
on bus..i still dreaming half way...thinking this and that
when i realized...eh?
this bus going to usj oh~
oh no...gotta stOp at summit b4 it goes further

another bus to subang parade
no choice lol, hav to take ktm
it goes one big round in usj, ends up at a station.
aih..change bus again
it went back to summit
oh no~ traffic jam!
time is 6.30 ady..my family waiting 4 me ohh...

6.40..rush down to buy ticket back sg buloh
supposed the train arrived here at this time
and all of sudden
an annoucement
"train to sentul will be delayed half an hour due to technical difficulties"
what day is today?
black tuesday shud i say?

1st time took wrong bus
1st time train delayed
aih...
lucky they say pick me up at kl sentral
it's 7.30 i reach kl sentral
at last...i can have dinner

tiring day..what for more
2ml's assignment haven't complete
no more energy lol...

this morning wake up cincai do
as expected..my idea was rejected!
not to mention
high requirements from lecturer
every tuesday night..not having a good night sleep
jus becos of this assignment.

x_x
today relax a bit..
2ml is holiday..no difference to me
except no need to open stall sell magazine
yeah~ relax a while 1st..
evening slEep 2 much. but still tired lol

unpredictable

sometimes u do little things
that u don't expect anything in return.
but the person?

will appreciate it very much.

but when u have the heart to treat that person good,
in the end, they just don't know how much effort u put in it.

it's better not to think too much
don't expect anything
because u'll be more suprised if u don't
just do what u normally did
=)

courage

i envy my friends
they have the courage
i don't..

to get what they want
no matter how it ends...
it turns out bad or good,
at least they've tried
to get what they want






at least..
no regrets.